ytd was a very suxy day..

i found out tt im really very "suai" lo.. haha ytd straight aft i publish my entry.. my supervisor come to my desk n said "i just heard tt u 2 r not included in today's event.. u 2 can stay in the company.. n rmb to call the security to lock the door aft u r leaving.." LoL.. wth!! its like giving u hope n taking it away lo... seriously.. im pretty excited abt today event.. gt free bowling to play.. gd food at shang-ri-la.. a R&D department chiobu wearing very beautifully..n qh even brought wax to style his tHick hair lo.. lol. anw really feel rejected.. nelgected.. Deprived lo!! i think this last min thingy is cos of the 2 new colleagues.. i think the company gave them our places =( haiz... i felt really down la... its like if in the beginning say dun haf still nvm.. now its like made us so excited abt it den BOOM!! blown up our hope.. really sux.. anw qh n i tot of a sick plan.. since no one is in the office.. we just go back sch do gym den!! n later come back to tap out.. haha.. actually at 1st i was afraid of tis, afraid of tt *like the usual "ham cheese" me.. haha but eventually just go..cos was really tulan den.. BUT when i was in the bus moving around to get my clothes n to sch.. i was really worried.. worry abt being scold or even being fired.. ahha really worrisome ya? haha but eventually i tot it thru le.. mayb the ppl dun even see us.. they dun even care if we r in the office or not.. haha.. sad but mayb true

haha ok just venting my anger.. anw even the smallest creature in the world has its temper.. =) so dun worry im still cute n cuddling if u r kind =x