House Visit
Today went to mich's hse. Kinda unexpected because the idea just pop up all in a sudden when we are having lunch at holland V. When I first reach her hse, I was welcomed by her dad. He can cook very well and is pretty fit. And her brother is pretty fit and friendly too. I stayed behind for dinner and it was really nice. Maybe its because my hse has stopped cooking dinner for quite some time le ba. I have also watched 2 movies at her place. Ghost Rider and Project B. Ghost Rider was lousy; the plot was very sucky. Project B was not bad; with the usual actions and jokes. It was a pretty good experience i felt. Duno wats the impression I left in her family. Hopefully it is good. =D

18th july '07, Monday
Yesterday, at 11.05pm is the last time i hear her voice before she board the plane to korea. She has left for her 7days holiday trip after months of work. Early this morning, i woke up and felt ALITTLE uneasy that i was not awaken by her sms or morning call. Haha. Maybe still not used to it, but although 7 days is nothing as compared to the 2 weeks of yep, the feeling was somewhat different this time round. The desire of asking her not to leave is much stronger. Maybe my love for her has grown. *Really every moments also think of her lor. Hehe.*

But anyway I feel really bored so i call up a old friend who i get to know in my secondary school days. He is a very knowledgable man and have always give me useful advices in the past. We have talked alot today; from our girl friends to our future career prospects, and back to our girl friends. Haha. If I am not wrong, we talked for about 3hours!! It is really a great time chatting with him. Wish you all the best in life man!!

I Will Miss You De
today, 17th july at 11.25pm, terminal 1, my darling will be off to korea for 1 whole week. it will be a dream come true to be at the beautiful places that u seen in korean series. standing there, breathing the air, and living your dream. i read your testimonial and blog entry. it really draw tears to my eyes. its really sweet. Hope u can see this before you leave, cos its from the bottom of my heart:

"Girl, must enjoy urself!! take this opportunity to rest and recharge urself. u have been working so hard since u came back from yunan. So Hard that u develop real nasty gastric pain. u must take care over there, i wun be there to remind you to have ur meals regularly and if u really cant take the food, do approach the tour guide for help. it really happening. in less than 12hours u will be on the plane, away from singapore. i will miss you, lao po. you are really a great girlfriend. Thanks for entering my life. and accepting me as who i am. my love for you will be for a lifetime, i promise."

TO: 谭美雪

幸福是什么？
幸福是每天早上见到你传来的简讯。
幸福是每当我生病时，有你煮粥给我吃。
幸福是能见到你开开心心的过每一天。
幸福是知道你天天安然无恙的回到家。
幸福是被你每一个可爱的小动作逗得开心。
幸福是不管我多么任性，你都耐心地包容着我。
幸福是吵架后，还是想要爱着对方。
幸福是一辈子有你牵着我的手陪我走下去。

BY: 吴伟杰

YoU aRe ThE OnE WhO I HaVe ALwAyS BeeN WaiTinG foR THis LiFeTiMe
8th April marks a new beginning of my life with special someone who i have always been looking for. Someone who totally able to know what i always trying to say without asking. Someone who willing to be with me even i am in my worst mood. He isn't someone who i met for less than a month. He is THE GUY who always be there for me since the day i thought my world was going to end without knowing. He brings in hope and love which no man can ever imagine. Being with him makes me realise that dreams do come true as long as you believe in it. He makes me want to risk my life for even though he doesn't know about it. Although i was with him for 2 months, i really can see my future with him in a wonderful house with a couple of adorable kids. He is the 2nd guy who let me see a wonderful dream which seems so close right at the moment. i love you, darling. Wei Jie, you will always be the guy who i want to be with for this lifetime.

Concrete Angel (a very sad song)
She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late
[Repeat Chorus]
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot
[Repeat Chorus]

I love zhong hong's wash board abs
For the past few days, i keep thinking whether i really like michelle or not. After the KL trip, i found out that my true desire in zhong hong and his sexy washboard abs. Looking at his abs make me feel like loving him more each day. Dear darling zhong hong if you are reading this, i must say i want you to be my first and last guy in my life who can walk with me hand in hand? zhong hong, please say yes. Muacks.